grrrrrrr

Right now I'm sort of grumpy. That isn't entirely how my day went though. I actually had a pretty good day. I got business from two accounts I've been wanting to have for a little while now. But I suppose I am a little disappointed with myself in regards to my eating this week. Mostly, it is the lunch time thing. I think I remember that two seasons ago on the biggest loser, the winner was a drug rep who had to do lunches all the time. Well, that is a difficult thing to do and not to participate in a lot of the crap that we feed them. At any rate, my stomach is sore from the ab work, my biceps feel like the are in constant knots, and I love it all. But because my diet has only been moderately good to almost poor at times, I feel like I have not benefited from the workouts as I should. Eric has lost about 5 lbs during his first week. A feat I'm not sure I can claim. Now, that said, I am still confident and motivated. I don't feel like quitting. To the contrary. I think the next step in my total health transformation will be to get to bed much earlier so that I can work out in the mornings. That will most likely provide the best track for success. As it is, I have little to no energy to go in the mornings. I'm ready to feel like my body is responding to the workouts (other than the soreness). I know that will come. When I did the body for life workout/diet, it wasn't until week 4 that I saw a noticeable difference. So, I must bide my time and keep to the grind stone. Thank goodness for cliches in a time like this. I think I will "work my butt off" with "blood sweat and tears" until I "see the light at the end of the tunnel" and can "smell success". Because although today has been hard, "time heals all wounds". Well, I can't think of any more right now because my mind is cluttery and absent. I'm going to sleep.